Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Baruch Dayan Emet Ayala Pamela bat Leah


When I first moved to Israel and to Jerusalem a good friend of mine said ,"Jerusalem is a city but   you will keep meeting and seeing  the same people till you are convinced that city only has 200 inhabitance.”
Yesterday afternoon, the global village of Jerusalem, Israel and the world lost one of its own,  as the  of soul Ayala Pamela bat Leah left  earth to take its place in the world to come, it seemed that not only the whole city of Jerusalem  but globally.  people were sharing the loss of this vivacious, fun loving  , shining, courageous lady.
I had never formally been introduced   to   Ayala  Pamela bat leah  but I had seen her around, and had been struck by her smile, warmth radiated from her across a shul or a room. Ayala Pamela  bat Leah  was a true friend to many friends of mine.
Yesterday her mother wrote that she "held her but couldn’t save her”. As a mother I can’t imagine anything worse..... My heart went out to her I wished I could heal the heart of her mother, her sister ,her husband, her children and all her friends,  but there are no words.
A few short weeks ago  Ayala Pamela  was diagnosed with  cancer,  during the space of her short but  sever  illness she   touched the hearts of people all over  the world ; social media was used for the good,  tehillim was said, challas baked, money donated, shuirs given, mitzvahs taken on  in her name; all over the globe. This outpouring happened not just in Jerusalem, but in community’s as far apart as Johannesburg, London, New York, Kansas, Toronto  and LA . We  all came together with one heart  to support  Ayala and her family.
We must not think this was in vain, for every prayer, every mitzvah, every thought,  not only supported  but comforted and possibly added to the life of this special young woman. Moreover, importantly we were all linked  together  as one, as Am Yisroel should be ;  I am no doubt that in zehut of  the mitzvots she gave us all ,that  Ayala Pamelas  neshama will rise to great heights  in Gan Eden.

None of us know what is round the corner in life, we say Baruch Dayan  Emet,  Hashem is the true judge, when we hear of a death.However when you are  battling cancer or you are a cancer survivor,  hearing of the death  of someone  with this illness makes one question ones own mortality, almost makes one feel guilty for fighting and winning the fight ; Let us unite in Ayala Pamela’s   zehut  and pray for all the cholim of Am yisroel.
May he   who comforts all the mourners of Zion and  Jerusalem hold the mother, sister, husband  children .all the family and friends of this amazing  courageous young woman  in his heart, and give them strength and comfort  in the days ahead.  
Although a light has  gone out in Jerusalem I have no doubt that her Neshama  is shinning brightly  from above .
Thank you Ayala Pamela for increasing my kavana when davening and  uniting Am Yisroel in prayer and good deeds.

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